As i awoke today, I jumped out of bed hoping it would be a good day, and for the most part, it was. I laughed a lot and hugged the people I loved. But, I cant ignore the heaviness I felt all day. It felt like someone was standing on my shoulders, and I couldn't get them off... I took a seat in the middle of the hallway in my high school and took a deep breath. When I stood up, I told myself that I would not give into these feelings because I am stronger than this. "Look at all you have overcome already, keep your head up. You are more than this." I said to myself. I always feel as though I am not good enough for this world. Like, all I am doing is disappointing everyone around me. But, I am good enough for this world. And there are people who love me. I am not a disappointment. I am struggling, and that is okay. And, just because I am struggling doesn't mean I am disappointing the people around me. I am trying my hardest to recover, and that... Is good enough. I know I am not the only one who has ever felt like this. Inadequate. Heavy. Confused. But, just know that you are enough. You are more than enough. And I am so proud of you for continuing to fight this wild battle. Good job! Stay Tough! (: You are beautiful, inside and out!
~ Arianna <3
~ Arianna <3